Obsidian (A Father’s Repose)

  • Though years since the damage
    Your health found a way
    Of courting old memories, asking to stay

    She came to your room
    And she told you "hello"
    She didn't hold the blood line
    She didn't know your soul

    But she got your best, and myself, oh, just the rest

    Nothing else mattered, the thick or the thin
    Once she came along, to your children you quit
    Her's was the daughter without the same test
    Mine was the father with rage in his chest

    For six weeks whole, I saw that man from years ago

    But in through the darkness
    There came a ray of grace
    It happened when you asked me, "Dear,
    Please shave my face."

    When your moments were numbered
    And we stood by your side
    It was my hand that you clenched
    Just before you died

    If I could go back in time
    I don't think I'd change a thing
    'Cause sometimes life
    Needs a good knife
    To cut through the sting

    Maybe she got what I wanted from you
    But surrender's more tender than fighting for you

    No more cryin'
    Your heart's decided
    To put this all to rest

    No more cryin'
    'Cause you're dyin'
    Just sisters layin' you to rest

    I said no more cryin'
    Because you're dyin'
    We're all putting this to rest

    No more cryin', my heart's decided
    No more cryin', oh
    No more cryin', my heart's decided
    No more cryin', oh

Set to release January 19th, Obsidian (A Father’s Repose) is the result of a surprising collaboration between Ontario’s Cathy Hoffman and Chicago’s Albion West. Though beginning as a story of reckoning, Obsidian follows grief and pain into the waves of surrender. Outlining the dense narrative of a trialed father/daughter relationship, Hoffman’s words and Albion West’s arrangement beg for release and humanity in a sea of complicated longing.